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    The Castle

    Constructed from cracked cobblestone bricks, the tall spires of the once majestic castle towered upwards into the sky. It was a derelict monolith from another, happier, time. Shrouded constantly in storm-ridden clouds the castle was forever darkened by neglect. Falling apart, it had been abandoned since the night when Sir Edward died. Rumours said it was haunted. Few townsfolk entered, only one had ever left - the blacksmith’s son. That’s if you count the dead. Shivering from the icy wind, I tightened my cloak and with a sigh began my investigation.


    Upon forcing open the heavy ancient oak door, I immediately knew this place was amiss. Burning brightly along the walls, torches illuminated a peculiarly pristine corridor. Not a cobweb in sight. Nor a speck of dust. Unusually clean for an allegedly abandoned castle given my experience. But I barely noticed the cleanliness of the corridor at the time. Rather, I was more concerned about the rough granite gravestone in the centre of the room. After all, it is quite rare I come across a tombstone with my name carved upon it. Rarer still, the gravestone dated my death the twenty-ninth of December 1820, which was unnervingly today’s date.


    Ignoring my rattle nerves and deteriorating confidence, I pressed onward. trudged out of the corridor and into the next room. Strangely, this room was shrouded in a deep darkness. It was so black that even with a lantern I could barely see my hand in front of my face. Despite the low visibility, I shuffled forwards - keeping one hand pressed against the icy cold stone wall of the room. Long after my fingers had numbed I reached a corner and was forced to turn. Given the duration of time it took me to reach the corner - and assuming the room was approximately symmetrical - the room was large enough to fit several houses adjacent to each other. Indeed, the chamber was great in size. However it seemed peculiarly empty; no unlit torches along the room’s glacial walls. But why? It was almost as if the chamber’s darkness was intentional, as if something was meant to remain unseen. The answer to my query only brought forth more questions - what was meant to remain unseen? Why must it remain unseen? Who-


    A sudden barely-audible clatter of hardened steel loudly echoed throughout the frigid chamber. I was not alone. Immediately, my faithful Algerian flintlock appeared in my hands. Holding my arm out I aimed my well-worn flintlock towards the origin of the noise. While I was confident in my marksmanship abilities, it is impossible to fire with any precision in such a deep dominating darkness. I trained shooting targets, not sounds. Even then, if the person had any intelligence they would know to silently sneak away from their previous position. However, with luck I could potentially scare my stalker. Unfortunately, I am an unlucky man - although you must already know that by now. A single gunshot’s thundering boom resonated throughout the chamber, missing me by inches. How could my stalker see so well in the dark? Surely they would be near-blind as well, so how could they-


    Foolish! I still had my lantern lit! Burning brightly, my lantern was a beacon that gave away my position. Such an amateur mistake that would prove fatal. Swiftly, in threw my lantern in the general direction of my stalker. Dropping on one knee, I expertly held my flintlock in a perfect shooter’s stance. But no amount of training could prepare me for what I saw. A man, yet not a man, rather once was a man.


    Sir Edward had not aged well.


    Wearing rusted steel armor pockmarked with gaping holes that revealed the papery skin and brittle bones behind, what remained of Sir Edward raised his ruined blade towards me. Slowly, the corpse limped closer. I tried firing my Algerian flintlock in rapid succession, using the lantern’s dying light to aim at the abomination before me. But it was no use. Whatever machinations that sustained the lich of Sir Edward were too powerful. My bullets may have cracked its armor, shattered its bones and shredded its skin but the effects were purely cosmetic. The cadaver remained unfazed - immune to my desperate attacks - and sluggishly hobbled closer. Other corpses like Sir Edward followed suite, one of which brandished a smoking revolver. The undead gunman slowly took aim once more as he approached my with malicious intent.


    With my ammunition exhausted, I broke into a vain sprint for the corridor that led out of the castle. The deafening echoes punctuated my every step during my desperate dash. But the passageway was gone! Covered in thick ice, I could barely see the burning torches in the entry hall. Pounding my fist with all the strength I could muster, the steely ice held firm. I was tricked and trapped! I should have never agreed to this investigation. I should have-


    My final thought was never finished; as one requires their head attached to their torso to think. Which, unfortunately due to Sir Edward had been removed from my shoulders. Strangely enough I survived. I awoke inside what I deduced to be a cell in the castle’s dungeon. Several days have passed since I ‘died’. From what the others have gathered the castle prevents true death. Regardless what injuries a man receives, he cannot perish within these frozen walls. Some have tried to escape and overpowered the living corpse of Sir Edward and his lackeys. However, as soon as their leader stepped outside the castle whatever sorcery holding his life force together dissipated. We are prisoners. We can never leave. If we leave, we will die.


    With every passing day I grow weaker - feeling the effects of thirst and hunger with no food to eat or drink to drink. Eventually my existence will consist of only the pure primal pains of starvation and thirst. I can only hope another group manages to defeat our dead jailer. I can only hope they take pity upon my tired soul and carry me to the entry corridor. I can only hope to escape this immortal coil. Although, like the others who have spent decades here, I know I never will. Overwhelmed by despair, I collapsed into an exhaustive and restless sleep.



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    Echoes Of A Dying Mind

    GOD BLESS AMERICA

    Constructed from cracked cobblestone bricks, the tall spires of the once-majestic hospital towered upwards into the sky. Shrouded forever in wrathful storms - the institution was darkened by neglect. Forsaken by the benevolent, this was both God’s and my grave. Only one of the hospital’s windows remained lit. The crumbling monolith was once respected, considered a sign of progress. Now it is but a hollow shell. Shivering from the icy wind, I tightened my blue Union coat and with a sigh entered the hospital.


    Upon forcing open the heavy oak door, I immediately knew something about this place was amiss. It seemed surreal. Torches burned brightly along the walls, illuminating the corridor while the shadows danced violently. The corridor itself was pristine - perfect. Blue-grey stone walls accented the smooth wooden floors as though the hospital had never been abandoned. However what really intrigued me was the steel gurney sitting in the centre of the room. A dust-bathed corpse restrained by leather straps at the ankles, wrists and neck. Dressed in the blue coat of the United States Army, he had a look of fierceness about him. He was a lion, a dead one, but a lion nonetheless. The broad shoulders of his muscular physique matched poorly with his mutilated legs. His frozen expression was one of anguish and anger; the face of someone scorned. Suddenly the door behind me slammed shut with a thunderous boom. However when I turned to face the sound the door was missing, replaced by a wall of cold stone. There was no escape. The new wall was perfectly smooth - almost unnaturally so.


    Ignoring my rattled nerves, I trudged down the corridor into the next room. No torches lined the room’s frost covered walls. The howling wind abruptly fell silent. I could hear the sound of my heart beating rhythmically. It was cold and dark. I shuffled forwards - keeping one hand pressed against the icy cold stone wall of the room. Long after my fingers had numbed I reached a corner and was forced to turn. After turning a corner once again I realised that the room was cuboid in shape. The cavernous chamber was also covered in frost. Eventually I circled the entire room, finding the entrance had frozen over. There was no escape.


    Slowly I shuffled to the centre of the room. Despite the dim light, the shape of an operating table was unmistakable. The coppery smell of blood burned my nostrils as I approached. Next to the table was a small stand containing neatly lined surgical instruments. Almost immediately my hand drifted to the bonesaw. I had performed many amputations in the war. Most were unsuccessful. Most died simply from lack of medical equipment. It was not my fault; there was nothing I could do.


    A sudden barely-audible clatter of hardened steel loudly echoed throughout the frigid chamber. I was not alone. Immediately, my faithful Colt 1855 revolver appeared in my hands. Holding my arm out I aimed my well-worn firearm towards the origin of the noise. My marksmanship was average at best and the darkness prevented any possible precision. My basic training included shooting targets, not sounds. Shooting blindly was not an option either. Any competent enemy would sneak away from their previous position to confuse their opponent. However, with luck, I could potentially scare my stalker. Raising my hand slowly, I fired a single round. The gunshot’s thunderous boom resonated throughout the glacial chamber. Someone screamed. A silhouette in the distance collapsed. Darting through the misplaced trees in the wintery half-light, I reached a clearing.


    The clearing was roughly circular in shape and was surrounded by dense pine trees in every direction. The familiar scent eased my rattled nerves, clearing my mind. Overhead thick clouds wept sleet, shrouding the forest.  This did not make any sense. A forest could not fit inside a hospital and I should not be able to see the sky. In the centre of the clearing laid a man in blue and gold military uniform - the colours of the Union. Quickly I darted to my brother-in-arms’ side. He was an older and more tired version of the man strapped to the gurney. My bullet had passed through and had shattered the man’s upper thigh. Purple venous blood steadily oozed out of his ruined leg. Gasping in pain, the man clutched at his left thigh desperately.


    “Help me, Doc. A reb got me.” panted the soldier.


    I had shot him.


    “I’ll help you up.” I replied, offering my hand to the man. He reached back and I hauled him to his feet. Gasping in pain, he attempted to stand on his left leg only to scream and collapse. Struggling to bear the soldier’s weight, I gently set him down at the base of a pine tree.


    “My… my leg. It’s broken ain’t it?” he sobbed, knowing I had no means of healing such an injury. His only chance for survival was amputation; it would also be an immediate death sentence. I could not possibly carry him the ten miles back to camp.


    I nodded, my guilt leaking down my face.


    The soldier cried. He knew how hopeless his situation was, most Union soldiers knew the horrors of amputation. Civil war doctors were not called butchers for no reason. I was not called a butcher for no reason.


    “Jus’... Jus’ end it for me, Doc. Please. I ain’t gonna make it back.” said the soldier sombrely. He handed me a slip of paper from his coat pocket before he continued “Jus’ tell my boy, junior, that his father died so he didn’t have to.”


    I reverently drew my revolver and held it a mere inch from the soldier’s forehead. He closed his eyes. Thumbing the hammer back, I gave the man a moment before he left. A saint and a sinner - one standing and one sitting. Except I was no saint and the dying man was no sinner. He had only fought for his son’s survival. His death would officially be by the rebels, but I know the truth. I am the truth.


    “God bless America” whispered the man as I pulled the trigger and closed my eyes. 


    I open my eyes to find myself knee-deep in a river tainted red. A blue and cloudless sky stretched overhead. Soldiers shot by Garzistas tumbled down the rocky riverbank like discarded dolls. Their screams all sounded the same. A young soldier tackled me, saving my life from a stray bullet. As the water dripped from my weary eyes I saw my saviour was the same man that had been strapped to the gurney - only alive. He was yelling at me but I could not hear his words. Roaring silently, the young soldier fired at Garzistas on the riverbank with his rifle. A lone lion fighting for survival of state and self. Suddenly he collapsed, grasping at his rapidly bleeding shoulder. Jagged bones penetrated the fabric of the wounded man’s trousers after several more bullets hit their mark. He was a dead man. We were on a battlefield miles from the level of medical attention he required. As his complexion began to pale a nearby soldier cried out and rushed to the dying man’s aid.


    “Johnny!” called out the man as he pressed his hands against his friend’s wound. Snapping out of my stupor, I rushed to help the duo. This was not an injury that could be healed; his legs were mangled beyond repair. He would never walk again. Tears dripped down his face as the other soldier and I desperately dragged him up the embankment to relative safety. Exhausted, the healthy soldier turned to me and asked “Is there anything we can do for him, Doc?”


    I shook my head.


    Shaking in sheer terror, the condemned man drew his revolver. Realising what his friend was preparing to do, the soldier shouted “Don’t do it! John Brandon Junior for God’s sake hear me now, don’t do it. Just hold on!”


    The dying man handed me his revolver, a Colt 1982. My eyes widened in horror as I drew back the gun’s hammer - preparing to fulfill the man’s last request. His friend, who was openly sobbing, turned away. I closed my eyes and pulled the trigger.



    I awoke suddenly to the sound of the howling wind. Drinking in my surroundings I realised I had returned to the abandoned hospital. The stone walls were slowly deteriorating - like the minds of its residents. Only a singular torch at the end of the corridor remained lit. Amidst it all lay a steel gurney. A soldier with mangled legs hobbled forward to greet me. Roughly grabbing me by the shoulder, the man guided me towards the gurney. An older soldier stood beside the cart. He smiled. The two soldiers then laid me down on the gurney, securing leather straps at my ankles, wrists and neck.


    “Settle down, Mr Ackerman” began the younger soldier in a feminine voice, “we can help you.”


    The other soldier then chuckled, “Yes we can. One simple incision and all this will end.”


    I struggled against the straitjacket and my bonds. The younger soldier took a slip of paper out of my pocket. Unfolding it, he held the note up to the light. It read:


    John Brandon, Snr


    Shaking with terror, I realised what I had done. The younger soldier then held a steel piton against my forehead while the elder took measurements of my skull. It was my fault. Holding a hammer above my head, the older soldier prepared to end it all. I did not deserve redemption. He then brought the tool down upon the piton, penetrating my skull with a liberating clang. The father and son preached “God bless America” as the fortress of my mind finally collapsed inwards. The majestic hospital, once a sign of progress, was now just rubble. My memories swiftly faded away alongside any semblance of self as    the last echoes of a dying mind fell silent.